Friends

Tonight the boys play their last home game for the regular season. Its kind of sad, last gauranteed home game for the seniors before the playoffs start. This is all so depressing, everyone else cant wait to get out of here, but I dont want to leave, not yet. There is still so much I want to do with my friends before we all part our ways and go to college, and yeah yeah we still have the summer, but its not the same. Then we will be graduated, and we wont be classmates anymore, of course we will still be friends, but everything will be different. Alot of people are going to Ferris, still not sure where I will end up. It seems like everyone else has everything figured out about where they were going to college at least. I dont want to leave my friends behind. These are the people I have been with since the beginning, its going to be so hard to see everyone leave. They say the friends you keep are the ones you make in college, but with this grade, the graduating class of 2009, its a little bit different. We always hang out, every weekend. We cant leave each other for good, we will probably end up back here together raising our kids the same way we were raised, but I dont want it to be that long before we are all tight again. I just wish we didnt all have to live in seperate cities, or even states once the fall comes, I wish we could just stay our tight-nit little group!

Driving in the Car

When I'm in the car by myself I always sing. I think everyone sings in the car. Its the only really safe place where other people can see you but they cant hear you. I always wonder what other people are singing in the car too. Are they on the same station? Is it a good song? a bad one? Are they a good singer? I ask alot of questions. It makes the ride more interesting. I think they other thing that people do is eat or talk on the phone. It is amazing how many people eat in their cars. I think its so hard to concentrate on eating and driving. The phone is a little bit easier, mine is normally on speaker but other people do not know how to drive with their phones at their ears.

Other Peoples Opinions

It has been an interesting week to say the least. Dikota and I broke up on Monday, didn't talk to eachother Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday. Got back together Tuesday night. And were told how stupid we were on Wednesday for getting back together. I really dont understand why people have to be so mean about stuff like this. Yeah we both know that we have issues, and we don't always get along the greatest, but if we are willing to sacrifice and work on this whole thing then it shouldn't be anyone elses business. I hate it when people put their two cents in when it doesn't really matter and it is not their place. Like my mom, she grounded me because she thinks we aren't good together so she is trying to keep me away from him, but every other person in my family that has brought someone home and introduced them has been welcomed with open arms, but because I am the baby everyone is way to critical and won't let me just live my life. They all got to so isnt it my turn? I mean I'm 18 and graduating in a few months, everyone just needs to let go and realize I'm a big girl and I can handle myself.

Education

Things that I would like to be different in my education are just more varieties of classes. I wish I could like take french, or and astrology class. I dont have that many issues with what we are learning. Its all important. More variety is better, it gives people a better opportunity to explore things that they like and be able to figure out what they would like to do as a career when they leave high school.